TTC

Trying To Conceive

We have been TTC since my husband said "aku terima nikahnya...". Its been a while of waiting and trying and doa and ikhtiar. We have tried urut, traditional way ( drinking/eating herbs) ,bekam, go to hospital and have it all checked and etc. All i can conclude is,its not our time yet. Allah knows best.

Our journey may seem plain and dull to others since i rarely share my life to social media.

The ups and downs of our marriage make it all colourful, yet part of not having child is not all grey or black and white.

But somehow, deep inside, we always hope to have at least a child.

I had miscarriaged once in 2014. Its too painful physically and emotionally to even talk about it.

For the 7th year of TTC, we are trying to improve ourselves spiritually ie. recite the quran, solat hajat, berzikir and etc. Thus, these are some doa i would like to share for those who are on the same boat as us:-

*Doa-doa ikhtiar zuriat*

هُنَالِكَ دَعَا زَكَرِيَّا رَبَّهُ ۖ قَالَ رَبِّ هَبْ لِي مِنْ لَدُنْكَ ذُرِّيَّةً طَيِّبَةً ۖ إِنَّكَ سَمِيعُ الدُّعَاءِ

(Abdullah Muhammad Basmeih)
Ketika itu Nabi Zakaria berdoa kepada Tuhannya, katanya:" Wahai Tuhanku! Kurniakanlah kepadaku dari sisiMu zuriat keturunan yang baik; sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) doa permohonan".

*-Sura Aal-E-Imran, Ayah 38*

وَهُوَ الَّذِي خَلَقَ مِنَ الْمَاءِ بَشَرًا فَجَعَلَهُ نَسَبًا وَصِهْرًا ۗ وَكَانَ رَبُّكَ قَدِيرًا

(Abdullah Muhammad Basmeih)
Dan Dia lah Tuhan yang menciptakan manusia dari air, lalu dijadikannya (mempunyai) titisan baka dan penalian keluarga (persemendaan); dan sememangnya tuhanmu berkuasa (menciptakan apa jua yang dikehendakiNya).

*-Sura Al-Furqan, Ayah 54*

أَوَلَمْ يَرَ الَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا أَنَّ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضَ كَانَتَا رَتْقًا فَفَتَقْنَاهُمَا ۖ وَجَعَلْنَا مِنَ الْمَاءِ كُلَّ شَيْءٍ حَيٍّ ۖ أَفَلَا يُؤْمِنُونَ

(Abdullah Muhammad Basmeih)
Dan tidakkah orang-orang kafir itu memikirkan dan mempercayai bahawa sesungguhnya langit dan bumi itu pada asal mulanya bercantum (sebagai benda yang satu), lalu Kami pisahkan antara keduanya? Dan Kami jadikan dari air, tiap-tiap benda yang hidup? Maka mengapa mereka tidak mahu beriman?

*-Sura Al-Anbiya', Ayah 30*

May our hope become reality one day.

Amin...